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October 28 `` moving on [&&] leaving the past behind.. [*x]
August 24 ``Hiiatus,Baby;;*[x]![]() I know I haven't been on here in ages, but I'm promising you that I WILL edit this blog if it's the last thing I EVER Do on here. Read the note, and you can email me at: overrated.-x@hotmail.com But PLEASE DO NOT ADD ME UNLESS WE TALK HEAPS VIA COMMENTS. Thxx. <33 every single one of yaz! Kaatez. ![]() July 08 o(>_<)o Happy 13th__♥![]() HELLO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF o(>_<)o LOLZ, I CANT STAY AND CHAT FOR LONG, COZ I GOTTA GO OUT FOR A CELEBRATORY 13TH BIRTHDAY DINNER... TODAY WAS SO WEIRD. NEW THEME! I <3 IT AT THE MOMENT, BUT KNOWING ME, I`LL GET TIRED OF IT SOON. ANYWAYZ, I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE. LOL. I HAVE JESS OVER, AND I SCORED MYSELF A DIGITAL CAMERA TODAY - IT'S SO HOT. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS WEIRD, BUT WHATEVER! I DON'T QUUITE KNOW WHAT TO WRITE. I DON'T FEEL 13. IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! HMM... WHATEVER. GOING TO GO BOWLING NEXT WEEK WITH A COUPLE OF THE CHICKS COZ WELL.. THEIR MY CHICKS! AND I GOT $100.00 FROM MY NAN. <3 UMM YEAH. I GOTTA CHOOF. CHAT TO YOU ALL LATER. X] <3 KATE
June 10 [♥] iт тaкέѕ øήέ вυℓℓέт тø ¢нaήgέ тнέ [ѕ i т υ a т i ø ή]H e l l o ;;;;
Im crap at the moment, bloody cold, and it's raining, and Im being shut off from socialization. You don't want me to raid on your parade, I know, but I can't improve what I'm feeling. This is a different blog for many reasons ;; but I can't be stuffed naming them all. God, I SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR SO MANY REASONS! My grades are awesome, I have the majority of homework under control, it's a long weekend, my 13th is coming up soon, but it's just not doing anything. I feel like I'm an outcast, a freak, a . L . O . S . E . R . It's amazing what bitching can do to your system. Im not mad at the bitches who bitched, Im not sad at the bitching rumours. Im feeling so; whats the word ;;; [depressed] at just about everything. I mean, everyone is so postive, so happy, and it's just like I have no one. They all think Im insane. But god, look at it this way ;;;; ~ They all dress the same ~ They all do everything together ~ They all have everything they could ask for ~ They all think the same things ~ They all eat the same things ~ They all think that they're individuals AND ~ They all think that they're ugly and fat. COMPARED TO ME ~ I dress how I want ; eg Vintage shirt, Jeans, Knee High Socks, and Converses. ~ I do what I am intrested in ~ I have what I need, not just to take up space in my room ~ I think differently, on things that matter ~ I eat what I want and I don't let anyone have a say in it. ~ I am the individualist in the so called group because of all the things above AND ~ I don't diet and put on a truckload of makeup on to impress the boys, and I don't think Im ugly or fat, because I did a BMI thing and I'm perfectly healthy. Can you honestly see the difference?! I know I can. You have no idea what it's like to hate going to school for 5 days a week, and having to hide your emotional scars from the rest of the world. The pain of it all just kills you on the inside. I hate the bitches for putting me in this state of mind, but it'll only be a few days until I just crack it and lose it. I'm trying to not show my fears, but I can't. I keep thinking that they all want me to join them in being like them, but Im not going to. I AM ME. They aren't going to change me, and they never will. I am just not interested in their woes and gossiping about clothes, hair and makeup. It's just not [me]. It's not in my [genes] to be like that. Y Y Y I cant help what Im feeling. I have to let off some steam. This was the only way. ![]() |
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